Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today, ooh, ooh

I would hold you in my arms, I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done, forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do to hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you but I know you won't be there

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this, ooh

Would you tell me I was wrong? Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me? Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do to have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, oh

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away

Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
By hurting you

  " HILANG" 

 

Tak kusangka semua akan berakhir begitu cepat… cepat meninggalkanku dan cepat berpaling dariku.. waktu demi waktu yang kulalui dgn kehadiranmu dulu yang hanya sepintas dan cukup membuat goresan luka dihati ini.. kamu yang kusangka dapat menghapus luka lamaku.. kamu yang kusangka dapat membuat hari-hariku lebih indah. Kamu kamu dan kamu… musnah sudah semua.. hilang sudah secercah harapan itu. Semenjak kau beranjak pergi, pergi tanpa alasan.

     Dan tinggallah aku dalam sepi yang membalut luka ini.. luka yang sempat hilang karna kehadiranmu itu.. skarang smua terasa sangat menyakitkan.. senyummu yang dulu slalu kulihat, candamu yang slalu kau berikan untukku.. kini senyummu,candamu.. semua yang dulu ada kini hilang entah kemana..
hanya bisa terdiam dan tersenyum melihat kau bahagia dengannya.. menutupi semua luka ini. hanya Kecewa yang tak terlukiskan yang saat ini sedang kurasakan..

               Datang tak dijemput pulang tak diantar.. seperti itulah cintamuu.   

               Datang tanpa kuminta dan        pergi     tanpa kuinginkan..   hilang sudaahh…

                                                                     ( janji hati )